I’m so scared to lose you
I’m just so fucking conscious about everything, it’s so shit
I get upset about one thing, and then I remember all the reasons I hate myself.
I’m messed up
I just feel empty. I should be the happiest girl in the world. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up.
If you have ever taken a razor blade to that beautiful body of yours, skipped one or more meals, cried yourself to sleep because you never thought you were good enough, attempted any sort of self harm, had thoughts of taking your own life, or actually tried it, HONESTLY reblog this.
(via p-a-i-n-f-u-l-s-c-a-r-s)
I’d be nothing without Alex, in fact I don’t even think I’d be here anymore
